WARNING: SUUUUUUUUUUUUUPER LOOOOOOONG, LOTS OF PROFANITY, SOMEWHAT PICTURE HEAVY (depends on how sucky your internet connection is) AND WRITTEN IN FANGIRL LANGUAGE.
I didn't take any photos due to so much emotions so thank you Joyce and Jaja for the pictures. ^_^
Ookkkaaay. Fan account time. Where do I start? Let's start from the beginning okay?
I went with my usual KPop BFFs which is my sister and my lovely friend Joyce. And before anything else I would like to express how thankful I am that I have them to fangirl over Big Bang and 2NE1 or just KPop in general.
We arrived at the MOA Arena at about 7AM. Original plan was to be there at about 5:30 to 6AM but meh too early! Haha! We get there and there's already quite number of people! I heard some even spent the night over so good job to everyone! I am proud! I'm not gonna go through the whole 13 hours that we waited because it's just basically us being bored and annoyed to death all sweaty and stinky. And I did write a separate ranty post about all that but to sum it up, it was hell. But hi to all the VIPs we met in line! Kring, AM, April and Bianca! =)
Sister et moi. This was at around 9AM I think?
One worthy blog moment though was when I was lying on the ground, literally, and then I was just about to fall asleep but then everyone started screaming and running and going wild because apparently the boys have arrived. Now, I know that in under no circumstances will the boys show themselves to the fans. EVER. But ahhh screw it I went and climbed the railings and screamed my lungs out anyways! Haha! It was just actually a few fanboys who had the boys' hairstyle they were all going ballistic for. Haha! Now those boys know what it feels like to be superstars. Haha! And here is a picture of that moment.
I wish photos could capture audio. Haha!
I was trying to cover the Samsung Galaxy text so it would look like me hearts Big Bang. Totally failed though. And tell me you love my DIY VIP shirt! It is pretty awesome. It did get a few stares!
This is me bored so I tried to prettify myself. Failed at that too.
Jeju Air picture thing.
So we were finally allowed to enter the arena at about 7-ish. And by that time the crowd was so thick that wewereliterallystandingthisclosetoeachotherinlineandIamshittingyounot. And again, I'm not gonna go through the whole procedure because like I said already posted a long rant about it which is my previous entry before this.
We get inside and we had to do more waiting so imagine the joy when we were finally inside the arena! There were already quite a few people but we still managed to get into the second row so yay! And I'm gonna admit okay. I got emotional okay? They were playing music videos of the boys and I just stood there teary-eyed and all. This glorious moment however was quickly ruined by a few people. I've already expressed my emotions over this issue which can be found in my previous blog. Summary, there were Koreans at the front row on our side of the stage who were VIP1 ticket holders but seeing that VIP3 front row had the best view they decided to place themselves at the VIP3 area which is unfair. VIPs got mad and had arguments with them and at some point one of the Korean ahjumma pulled the one of VIPs so she got mad. One of the staff went over and I dunno what happened but he raised his voice to the obviously already devastated VIP. So to the Koreans and that one MOA Arena staff. You lot, are a bunch of rude ass motherfuckers. Especially the guy.
At this point I was just so upset that my mouth was firing away profanities and eventually I felt a lump in my throat and knew I was going to cry and it ain't tears of joy. So I decided to shut my mouth and compose myself. It was just SO stressful. I mean come on, we've already gone through so much and this is what we get. I was super upset that I thought I was going to be sulky and angsty for the rest of the night.
And then the lights dimmed. My heart literally stopped. I knew, the arena knew, what was about to go on. I forgot everything that just happened. Music played and I just started to scream. And the arena was screaming. Their faces started to flash at the gigantic front drop and all these animations things were playing and every second that went by the arena got louder and louder. You can literally feel and touch the excitement in the air. And then the front dropped eventually dropped and the stage lit up and Alive started playing. And just when I thought we've reached our loudest the arena got louder upon seeing the 5 capsules which contained my five husbands. OMG. SOMEONE HOLD ME. I WANT TO CRY. I'M GOING TO PASS OUT.
One by one the capsules opened which revealed each member and at this point the arena was just BALLISTIC. If screams could take down an arena MOA arena would've been long gone. It was deafening and it was intense. When they were all out I just screamed at the top of my lungs and out of all the words that I had in my super awesome wide range of vocabulary that I've accumulated over my 21 years of existence my brain could only seem to remember three words. OH. MY. GOD. And I swear to you I screamed nothing but OMG for the next 5 minutes and I'm not even joking.Oh, I could also remember ANG CUTE. So basically, all I could say was "OH MY GOD! ANG CUTE!"
And you know whatever I got teary-eyed again okay? I was so close to crying but I had to keep my shit together so I told myself "You cannot cry! If you cry your vision will be blurry you will not be able to see the boys and you really can't afford to miss even a nanosecond!". My subconscious had a point so I suck it up held the tears back and screamed some more.
Then they were singing Tonight okay? And it is one of my favourite songs ever so I am OMGing some more. And then there were fireworks and confettis which almost choked me to death since it landed and tangled all over my face and around my neck. And then more fireworks and I'm making all these weird squeal-ish- scream-ish noise. Kinda like a dying hyena. Then it was Hands Up and my pits probably stink but who cares I'm so happy so I put my hands up and then it was Fantastic Baby and it was fantastic baby! And then they disappeared off of the stage and then the YG dancers were dancing and I could see one of the Kwon Twins and so I scream some more. And then they come out again. GD and TOP on these scooter things and Youngbebe on a bike and they're singing How Gee! Okay I'm not gonna enumerate each song coz I don't even remember so I'll do highlights or cute moments instead...
HIGHLIGHTS/CUTE MOMENTS
- HARU HARU. They made us sing! I didn't really realise how loud the singing was until I saw the fancams. The atmosphere in real life. Especially the sea of yellow. HELLO. I WANT TO CRY. It was the best moment of my life
- GD and TOP had to go get ready for their duo so we were left with he three boys. They were being cute and everything and they did this:
Seungri: I love this place! So welcome to 2012 BIGBANG Alive Galaxy Tour in Manila BABY!
Taeyang: ♫ Manila Baby! Manila Baby! Manila Baby! ♫
Daesung: ♪ Manila! Manila! Manila! ♪
It was the best moment of my life. - They sang Number ! OMG! This is one of my favourites! And yes you guessed it! I was screaming the song lyrics the entire time! BOY I LOVE YOUR STYLE LOVE YOUR SMILE WISH THAT YOU COULD BE ONLY MINE BE ONLY MINE! Talking to you Youngbae!
- OMG Love Song! This is one of my favourites! I don't know the lyrics but I'm screaming it anyways! Woop woop!
And I also have separate commentary about each of the boys. Haha!
SEUNGRI. Ehrmergerd. BABY PANDA IS SO POGI OKAY? I think he and TOP are the prettiest in the group. I mean they're all flawless but Seungri gaaaaah. And he's just so cute and playful and funny. I can't believe he has a sex scandal. Where is the video. I wanna see okay? Someone share! Anyway, then he comes out on platform wearing all black with a green laser gun LOOKING SUPER FIT and I just wanna jump on stage and do things to him but I can't cos the bouncers will come take me away so I stay where I am scream my frustration away. He sings Strong Baby and What Can I Do. I loved the performance! And then at one song he comes over our side of the stage and he signals us to scream louder and so we do. And I'm like baby I'd do anything for you! And then at one song I forgot which one he screams "Sabay kayo!" and asjdlkasjdljasdlsd I can't. And then during the encore he takes the phone and films all the other member and OMG he's like a little boy. I wanna go over and hug him and change his shirt put powder and and towel on his back. BUT I CAN'T IT FRUSTRATES ME!!!!! And then he apparently also said "Sigaw!" but like no one reacted so YB was like lololol and said "What VI? What?" Haha! Sorry panda I didn't hear okay?! HUHUHUHUHUHUHU
DAESUNG. OMG. CAN I JUST SAY THAT TV AND PICTURES DOES NOT DO HIM JUSTICE AND IT'S UNFAIR BECAUSE HE IS ACTUALLY SUPER GOOD LOOKING IN REAL LIFE IT MAKES ME WANT TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF. And I just want to cry okay? When he smiles he doesn't just smile. He SMILES. He radiates! It's the kind of smile that makes you all warm and fuzzy and inside. He has the best vocals. HANDS DOWN. He is Daesung Flawless Kang. And then he comes out on a platform and starts to sing Wings and I'm confused for second cos his wings are missing but I am quickly distracted by how perfect his vocals are that I eventually forget about it. AND HE IS PERFECT and if you bully him I will hurt your face so bad you're gonna regret saying all the bad things you say to him. I will protect him with my life! You understand. And then I think it was during the encore when HE GOT ME WET OKAY?! He was over our side of the stage, took a bottle of water and he just started showering the audience and that includes me. IT WAS THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE. Then during Love Song I had my phone focused on the other members and I didn't know where he was and then out of nowhere he ascends from our side of the stage and I had a heart attack! Out of all the five boys his stage presence was the one loved the most. So full of energy. OMG. He's so perfect. Please marry me Dae Please! No don't I don't deserve you HUHUHUHUHU
TOP. God the girls LOVE HIM. He does the littlest thing and the arena goes wild! And I can see why. He oozes with charisma. He gives off that mysterious dorky but at the same time sexy vibe! He was over our side of the stage a lot OMG TOP overload and I am so loving it. So whenever he'd come over I would scream his name the loudest my lungs and throat and mouth could handle AND WE HAD EYE CONTACT. I SWEAR TO THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH THAT WE MADE BABIES WITH OUR EYES. I am preggerz and I am keeping it okay? I read from Miss Kring's fan account that they were calling him too and he did look over but he just doesn't react. So I am willing to bet on my life that all my screaming paid off because he looked over and just didn't react. What a fucking tease. My favourite moment of him apart from the baby making part was when he was wearing a blue top and you can clearly see his baskil! So cute I can't even. And during the encore I was holding up the Salamat Big Bang sign I had and HE LOOKED AT IT THREE TIMES. ASDDFGHJKLL OMG. I want to die and it was the best moment of my life. So cute! He was probably trying to read Salamat. And then they were wearing all white and he came over to the stage and his pants was so tight OMG can it breathe TOP? And then during the encore a fan gave him a pink headband which he wore and he's so adorbs I felt like dying but I couldn't. Aigoo Tabi. Why so perf? I DON'T LIKE YOU AT ALL! I HATE YOU! NO IM SORRY I SAID THAT I DONT MEAN IT LOVE YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME . HUHUHUHUHU
GDRAGON. I cannot even begin with this man. I have so much to say. He is a living legend. He is a true artist. I love him so much it makes me want to pull all my hair out. You know how I always say CL is my Queen? Gdragon is my King. To the untrained eye he will look like a crazy ass dude wearing crazy ass [SUPER EXPENSIVE] clothes singing or rapping along to crazy ass beats but what he really is is
a genius. He has so much swag. I love how he was just totally cool on stage kind of like saying "Yes, I am a legend. Bask in my awesomeness. You are all peasants and I am royalty but I love every single one of you." I love the way he moves. I love how when he was wearing that white coat during Haru Haru that he looked DIVINE. And then during the encore he only had his sando on and you can see some of his tattoos peeking out and that makes me want to cry. He didn't take his shirt off though so boo to that. AND OMG WHY'S HE SO SLIM? I'm watching my videos of him and I swear we have the same waistline. And my god he's so makinis. Kutis mayaman. Kutis royalty. My favourite moment of him was when he and Dae were over our side of the stage (forgot what song) they were just about to end a song and then they both DESCENDED BUT BEFORE THEY WERE FULLY GONE HE LOOKED OVER TO DAESUNG HIS FACE LIT UP AND HE SMILED AT DAE AND OH MY GOD RAINBOWS BUTTERFLIES LOLLIPOPS IT WAS THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE WHY ARE YOU PERFECT KWON JIYONG? WHY? Another moment was during Haru Haru he was over our side of the stage SWAYING HIS HANDS PLAYING MUSICAL CONDUCTOR THEN HE DROPS HIS BLINGED OUT MIC HE CHUCKLES PICKS IT UP PRETENDS THAT NOTHING HAPPENED CASUALLY TAPS THE MIC TO SEE IF IT'S STILL WORKING AND IT WAS THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE. Also, can we just talk about how sexy his voice sounded during Cafe? And then he speaks "Salamat" "Mahal ko kayo" Uggghhh you are frustrating me in all levels it's not fair I hate you fuck you fuck me please let's have babies HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU
And last but obviously not the least....
YOUNGBAE. Where do I even begin. If you know me well enough you'd know that I live and breathe for this man. LOLJK. I don't. But I love him hardcore. HARD. CORE. When they came out of the capsule my eyes looked for him first and then I saw the ugly braids and I was weeping inside because there he is...my Youngbebe in flesh. We are breathing the same air. He is beaut okay? HE IS FLAWLESS. Well except for the hair; that shit I can't stand. But everything else. OMG. Baebae I knew you were flawless but I didn't know you were flawless-er in person. He and Seungri were in charge of most of the English speaking tasks and he was so cute and his English is getting better and I love him okay? Good job bebe with your English but I still don't like your hair! He was super sweet and I loved the "Manila baaabyyyy! Manila baaabbyyy!" song of his. Ughhh. And funny because whenever he'd come over our area I would scream his name like mad but I can never tell if he's actually looking at me because his eyes were so tiny I couldn't see properly! Haha! Him and Daesung! And it was finally time for his solo and I just lost it. He sang Look At Me and asdfghjkl! Then WEDDING DRESS AND UUUUGGGGHHHH HE'S SO SMOOTH. And finally the moment I've been waiting for...HE TAKES HIS SHIRT OFF! NO ACTUALLY HE RIPS IT OFF. IT WAS THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE. He was so far away though. But you can still tell he's pretty fit. Not as fit as his Prayer days but who am I to complain? Good job Ssabunim for keeping our Baebae fit! SO MANY FEELS AT THIS POINT. And then there comes the encore... AND OH MY GOD GOODBYE OVARIES. I don't know what happened but he's half naked again. Not complaining! I think he felt that Gdragon was slowly stealing my heart away and that's his way of saying "I OWN YOU ALEX. I OWN YOUUU." Yes you do okay? You didn't have to do that our love is strong and no KPop royalty not even Gdragon will take away my love for you. You ARE MY NUMBER 1. And then he comes over to our area and WHAT IS THIS BOY TRYING TO DO. HE LOOKS LIKE A SAINT BUT HE MOVES LIKE SLUT. WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU PLAYING AT YOUNGBAE. STOP IT. OH MY GOD. SOMEONE HOLD ME I WANT TO PASS OUT. I love him so much it hurts EMOTIONALLY, MENTALLY and PHYSICALLY. Youngbaaaeee, when are we gonna get married??? What do you mean never? Why? Let me love youuuuuuu HUHUHUHUHUHU
DISAPPOINTMENTS:
TOP. God the girls LOVE HIM. He does the littlest thing and the arena goes wild! And I can see why. He oozes with charisma. He gives off that mysterious dorky but at the same time sexy vibe! He was over our side of the stage a lot OMG TOP overload and I am so loving it. So whenever he'd come over I would scream his name the loudest my lungs and throat and mouth could handle AND WE HAD EYE CONTACT. I SWEAR TO THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH THAT WE MADE BABIES WITH OUR EYES. I am preggerz and I am keeping it okay? I read from Miss Kring's fan account that they were calling him too and he did look over but he just doesn't react. So I am willing to bet on my life that all my screaming paid off because he looked over and just didn't react. What a fucking tease. My favourite moment of him apart from the baby making part was when he was wearing a blue top and you can clearly see his baskil! So cute I can't even. And during the encore I was holding up the Salamat Big Bang sign I had and HE LOOKED AT IT THREE TIMES. ASDDFGHJKLL OMG. I want to die and it was the best moment of my life. So cute! He was probably trying to read Salamat. And then they were wearing all white and he came over to the stage and his pants was so tight OMG can it breathe TOP? And then during the encore a fan gave him a pink headband which he wore and he's so adorbs I felt like dying but I couldn't. Aigoo Tabi. Why so perf? I DON'T LIKE YOU AT ALL! I HATE YOU! NO IM SORRY I SAID THAT I DONT MEAN IT LOVE YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME . HUHUHUHUHU
Casually adding two more photos because he is perfect.
OMFG. This is my favourite picture of him. Look at him. He's so cute I want to pull my hair out, eat it and then jump off a cliff. I love him.
GDRAGON. I cannot even begin with this man. I have so much to say. He is a living legend. He is a true artist. I love him so much it makes me want to pull all my hair out. You know how I always say CL is my Queen? Gdragon is my King. To the untrained eye he will look like a crazy ass dude wearing crazy ass [SUPER EXPENSIVE] clothes singing or rapping along to crazy ass beats but what he really is is
a genius. He has so much swag. I love how he was just totally cool on stage kind of like saying "Yes, I am a legend. Bask in my awesomeness. You are all peasants and I am royalty but I love every single one of you." I love the way he moves. I love how when he was wearing that white coat during Haru Haru that he looked DIVINE. And then during the encore he only had his sando on and you can see some of his tattoos peeking out and that makes me want to cry. He didn't take his shirt off though so boo to that. AND OMG WHY'S HE SO SLIM? I'm watching my videos of him and I swear we have the same waistline. And my god he's so makinis. Kutis mayaman. Kutis royalty. My favourite moment of him was when he and Dae were over our side of the stage (forgot what song) they were just about to end a song and then they both DESCENDED BUT BEFORE THEY WERE FULLY GONE HE LOOKED OVER TO DAESUNG HIS FACE LIT UP AND HE SMILED AT DAE AND OH MY GOD RAINBOWS BUTTERFLIES LOLLIPOPS IT WAS THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE WHY ARE YOU PERFECT KWON JIYONG? WHY? Another moment was during Haru Haru he was over our side of the stage SWAYING HIS HANDS PLAYING MUSICAL CONDUCTOR THEN HE DROPS HIS BLINGED OUT MIC HE CHUCKLES PICKS IT UP PRETENDS THAT NOTHING HAPPENED CASUALLY TAPS THE MIC TO SEE IF IT'S STILL WORKING AND IT WAS THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE. Also, can we just talk about how sexy his voice sounded during Cafe? And then he speaks "Salamat" "Mahal ko kayo" Uggghhh you are frustrating me in all levels it's not fair I hate you fuck you fuck me please let's have babies HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU
This is the moment when he and Dae descended and then he smiled and then I died.
And last but obviously not the least....
Look at his armpits. No buhok at all. Haha!
What is wrong with your crotch?
The abs in flesh was heavenly. Thank you Joyce for this photo. =))
YOUNGBAE. Where do I even begin. If you know me well enough you'd know that I live and breathe for this man. LOLJK. I don't. But I love him hardcore. HARD. CORE. When they came out of the capsule my eyes looked for him first and then I saw the ugly braids and I was weeping inside because there he is...my Youngbebe in flesh. We are breathing the same air. He is beaut okay? HE IS FLAWLESS. Well except for the hair; that shit I can't stand. But everything else. OMG. Baebae I knew you were flawless but I didn't know you were flawless-er in person. He and Seungri were in charge of most of the English speaking tasks and he was so cute and his English is getting better and I love him okay? Good job bebe with your English but I still don't like your hair! He was super sweet and I loved the "Manila baaabyyyy! Manila baaabbyyy!" song of his. Ughhh. And funny because whenever he'd come over our area I would scream his name like mad but I can never tell if he's actually looking at me because his eyes were so tiny I couldn't see properly! Haha! Him and Daesung! And it was finally time for his solo and I just lost it. He sang Look At Me and asdfghjkl! Then WEDDING DRESS AND UUUUGGGGHHHH HE'S SO SMOOTH. And finally the moment I've been waiting for...HE TAKES HIS SHIRT OFF! NO ACTUALLY HE RIPS IT OFF. IT WAS THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE. He was so far away though. But you can still tell he's pretty fit. Not as fit as his Prayer days but who am I to complain? Good job Ssabunim for keeping our Baebae fit! SO MANY FEELS AT THIS POINT. And then there comes the encore... AND OH MY GOD GOODBYE OVARIES. I don't know what happened but he's half naked again. Not complaining! I think he felt that Gdragon was slowly stealing my heart away and that's his way of saying "I OWN YOU ALEX. I OWN YOUUU." Yes you do okay? You didn't have to do that our love is strong and no KPop royalty not even Gdragon will take away my love for you. You ARE MY NUMBER 1. And then he comes over to our area and WHAT IS THIS BOY TRYING TO DO. HE LOOKS LIKE A SAINT BUT HE MOVES LIKE SLUT. WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU PLAYING AT YOUNGBAE. STOP IT. OH MY GOD. SOMEONE HOLD ME I WANT TO PASS OUT. I love him so much it hurts EMOTIONALLY, MENTALLY and PHYSICALLY. Youngbaaaeee, when are we gonna get married??? What do you mean never? Why? Let me love youuuuuuu HUHUHUHUHUHU
DISAPPOINTMENTS:
- Why didn't Youngbae fall in love with me?
- Why didn't Gdragon fall in love with me?
- Why didn't TOP fall in love with me?
- Why didn't Daesung fall in love with me?
- Why didn't Seungri fall in love with me?
- Why wasn't I allowed to touch Youngbae's abs?
- Why wasn't I allowed to lick Youngbae's abs?
- Why wasn't I allowed to stroke GDragon's face?
- Why wasn't I allowed to wipe Tabi's sweat?
- Why wasn't I allowed to dry Daesung off?
- Why wasn't I allowed to give Seungri a panda hug?
- I thought Sandara was going to go on stage. I didn't think she'd perform or anything just show up on stage and be cute with the boys for a minute. Haha!
- UHM. EXCUSE ME BUT WHERE ARE DAESUNG'S WINGS??? I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO WINGS BECAUSE HE WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE WINGS ON BUT HE DIDN'T AND I WANTED TO SEE HIM FLY!
- They didn't sing Love Dust. =(
- If I knew I was going to be that close to the boys I would've push through with my signs! I was gonna write "I FUCKING LOVE YOU JIYONG." "LET ME LOVE YOU YOUNGBAE" "
So in conclusion...
Was it worth it? WUT YOU BE TALKING ABOUT. IT WAS EVERYTHING I DREAMED OF AND MORE. IM CRYING.
Would I spend that much again just to see Big Bang live? UHM. WITH ALL MY HEART.
Would I wait thirteen hours in line again just to see them again live? UHM. OF COURSE. BUT I PREFER NOT TO.
So. yep. The End. If someone actually got this far. Wow. Come here let me hug you!
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